Wk 14: Mon 7 – 13 Apr

Run: 2hrs 59min (22miles) / Gym: 0mins / Crosstrain: 0mins

This week, training slipped into the background a little—which, all things considered, felt right. Monday evening brought the usual 5.5-mile run, a steady effort ahead of Tuesday’s funeral. Running helped ease the mind, even if only briefly. The rest of the week was shaped more by family rhythm than training structure. On Wednesday, I stayed home while my son got a lift to training, and Thursday’s session was cancelled—most of the squad off on holiday. Missing those two runs was a shame from a consistency point of view, but not something I’d trade. I was where I needed to be, and that’s a win in a different column.

Friday saw things click back into routine with a regular 10k. The legs felt decent, the mind clearer. Saturday was a rare unicorn of a day—no kids’ sport, no commitments. No run either, but the family time more than made up for it. Sunday I laced up again for a solid 10-miler. Kept a steady eye on the heart rate, but pushed just enough to avoid drifting into a lazy plod. Not a high-volume week, but a reminder that there’s strength in flexibility—and sometimes, just showing up is the biggest step forward.

Wk 13: Mon 31 Mar – Sun 6 Apr

Run: 4hrs 26mins (32 miles)  / Gym: 0mins  / Crosstrain: 0min

This week was less about chasing miles and more about maintaining balance—between family, training, and the emotional weight that’s been hanging around. No morning runs, deliberately. I wanted to be around when the rest of the house stirred—coffee, cereal, the usual scramble—because those moments matter too. Training was wedged into the margins, mainly during football practice with my younger son. Monday’s run was gentle, heart rate hovering at 128bpm, all about form and flow rather than speed. Same story midweek—Wednesday, Thursday, Friday—though I could feel the pace naturally ticking up a bit. Encouraging to see the body responding while still keeping the HR below 140. Saturday was all about my daughter and netball, and honestly, that kind of movement—the cheering, the chatting, the just being there—felt like training of a different kind. With funeral plans now mostly in place, I got out for a Sunday run at what I’m calling “late morning” (8:30am). Nothing flashy, just legs turning, lungs working, head a little clearer. A week where the miles mattered less than the reasons behind them.

Wk12: Mon 24 – 30 March

Run: 3hrs 16mins (24.4mi) / Gym: 0mins / Crosstrain: 0min

Morning runs still aren’t happening in the lead-up to the family funeral, so most of the running is squeezed in around football training with my younger son. Managed 5.5 miles this evening—somewhere between slightly too fast to be easy and not fast enough to be useful.

Mid-week I was in London supporting my eldest, which gave me the chance to run along the Thames on a crisp, sunny morning—always a lift. Then Friday brought a rare trip to the Lakes with friends, and I managed to shoehorn in a solid Sunday morning run around Derwent Water. One of those where the scenery does half the work for you.

Wk 11: Mon 17 – Sun 23 March

Run: 1hr 46min (14miles) / Gym: 0mins / Crosstrain: 0mins

This week was all about supporting where I could, with training taking a back seat Monday through Friday. It was a conscious decision—focus on the essentials, be there for my wife, and keep everything else secondary.

Friday evening, I finally laced up the shoes while my son was at coaching. It felt great to be moving again, legs waking up and shaking off the rust. It was like letting fresh air into a stuffy room.

Saturday was a long, calming walk with my wife and the dog. A slow, steady way to be present and share some quiet time. The run from the night before had felt fantastic, but support was still the priority.

Sunday afternoon brought another window of opportunity. While my wife was checking in with our eldest, I took off for a run. My legs felt rested, and I settled into that perfect groove—swift, relaxed, like everything was just clicking. I came home elated, the high of running coursing through me. Maybe it was the release of finally letting myself go again, even if only for a while.

Wk10: Mon 10 – Sun 16 March

Run: 5hr 52mins (44mi) / Gym: 0mins / Crosstrain: 1hr 5mins

This week’s training started off with a familiar rhythm. Monday kicked off with the usual morning run—7.8 miles of focused effort, where form was the priority. Upright posture, head up and eyes on the horizon, chest pushed forward, arms driving correctly, cadence kept punchy, aiming for that sweet spot of 175–185 steps per minute. I was so locked in on the mechanics that I ended up pushing harder than planned, finishing in just over an hour. The evening run followed the same mental checklist: head, chest, arms, cadence—rinse and repeat.

Tuesday was a rest day, but Wednesday had me back on the regular route, though the GPS oddly clocked it at 7.63 miles. I don’t remember cutting corners, but the pace was good, finishing just under the hour mark with the heart rate peaking around 145 bpm. Thursday was more of the same—sub-hour finish, mid-140s on the heart rate, clearly pushing too fast for aerobic base-building. But the form felt solid. The evening ‘football’ run at least brought some calmness, keeping the heart rate below 140 bpm.

And then came Friday. It started at 1:45 a.m. with the kind of knock on the door you dread. The police delivered the tragic news that we had feared for some time, but never really thought would come.  They left us to process the unimaginable. Running was no longer part of the equation. All that mattered was making sure my wife felt supported through her loss.

The weekend was a haze. Saturday and Sunday saw me taking the boys to Wembley for the cup final, trying to cling to some semblance of normality amid the chaos. Sunday morning, I managed to squeeze in an 8-mile run before the match, but the miles felt hollow—just moments carved out between grief and trying to keep everything together. Later that morning, I played an hour of touch rugby with an old school friend and his pals, and my two boys. It was chaotic, fun, and just what I needed.

This week was a reminder that life doesn’t follow training plans or personal goals. Sometimes, just showing up is all you can do, even if you really don’t know what to do or say.

Wk 9: Mon 3rd – Sun 9th March

Run: 7hr (51 mi) / Gym: 0mins / Crosstrain: 0 mins

Week 9 kicked off on Monday with a regular morning run where I nudged the pace up a notch, hoping my heart rate would still hover in the 130s (zone 2). It mostly did, but a niggle in the knee made itself known, likely aggravated by Sunday’s cold-start 5k. Tuesday was a battle against the 6.10am alarm, which I eventually conquered by 6.30am. I managed to push for two miles mid-run closer to marathon pace, which went okay but left me wondering if I could actually sustain that pace much longer. Wednesday was pure struggle — tiredness and workload teamed up to keep me grounded. I took the day off, reassuring myself there’s still plenty of time before the autumn marathon to build mileage and lock in that speed endurance.

Feeling fresher by Thursday, I cranked out a morning 7.6-miler by feel, pleased to find I was running faster without a significant spike in heart rate, although it did nudge into the 140s, hinting I might’ve been a touch too ambitious. The evening saw me clocking another 7 miles, this time zeroing in on running form after diving into Shane Benzie’s The Lost Art of Running. The book’s focus on harnessing the body’s natural elasticity through fascia was fascinating, and I tried to incorporate those elements of form, feeling noticeably quicker despite the heart rate creeping well into the 140s — hardly ideal for base building, but encouraging from a form perspective.

Friday was supposed to feature both a run and a gym session, but fatigue reared its head again. I settled for a shorter run in the morning and ditched the gym altogether in favor of rest. Saturday’s session was a satisfying 10-mile combo: a 3-mile warm-up, parkrun, and a 4-mile cool-down. The 5k felt sharper, though still a long way off from where I want to be. At least I’m giving my body fair warning ahead of the speed work scheduled to start in 10 days. Sunday was all about squeezing in a run before a rugby tournament trip to Sheffield with my eldest. Thanks to an early arrival and some Strava map wizardry, I managed to knock out nearly 6 miles, albeit spending the day marinating in my own sweat. All in all, a week where fatigue and motivation wrestled hard, but the miles are creeping up, and the foundation is being built.

Wk 8: Mon 24th – Sun 2nd Mar

Run: 4hrs 50mins (33mi) / Gym: 0mins / Crosstrain: 0min

This week was about striking a balance between training, family time, and recharging the batteries. Monday was a complete rest day—strange but necessary. I made good use of the downtime by booking my spot for the Yorkshire Marathon in October. Nothing like committing to a race to keep the motivation simmering in the background.

Tuesday, I was back to business with my usual just-under-eight-mile route. I pushed the pace a little, averaging just under 8:40 per mile, but the heart rate held steady. A good sign that the base is holding strong.

Wednesday was a write-off for running, but for good reason—frantically clearing the decks at work before heading off on holiday with the family for a few days. After last week’s heavy mileage, easing off felt like the right call, both physically and mentally.

Thursday was all about putting family time first. Instead of a run, we went for a long, easy 10-mile walk. No watch, no pace, just a relaxing morning. Probably did more good than any structured training session could have.

Friday was something special—a stunning nine-mile lake run with no watch, just blue skies, shimmering water, and the pure joy of running. Later that morning, I added a gentle four-miler with my wife, daughter, and dog. Less about pace, more about presence.

Saturday, I repeated the same lake run but in reverse, which somehow felt like a completely different route. Just a reminder that sometimes, the smallest changes in routine can completely shift your perspective.

Sunday, I missed parkrun yesterday but squeezed in a sharp 5K effort with a quick warm-down before taking my son to the football game. Probably not the smartest move—hitting 5K pace with no proper warm-up—but at least it got done.

A week of balance, family time, and a fresh reminder of why I love running.

Wk 7: Mon 17th – Sun 23rd Feb

Run: 7hrs 34mins (50mi) / Gym: 1hr 17mins / Crosstrain: 30min

This week was all about cautious progress, feeling things out and keeping the knee in check. Monday kicked off with a very slow five-mile recovery run, the sort of plodding effort where walking might’ve been quicker. But I followed it up with 20 minutes of knee work, which—against all odds—actually seems to be helping. The evening brought another five miles, a heart-rate-focused shuffle while my son was at football training. Played it safe, averaging 131 bpm at a pace that felt almost comically slow, but better to hold back than push too hard.

Tuesday was more of the same—another heart-rate run, another five miles. Except this time, my heart rate was stubbornly high despite the easy pace. Probably still feeling the effects of Monday’s double run.

By Wednesday, I decided to give the knee some extra grace, swapping running for a 30-minute turbo session on the bike. More strength work followed—just keeping the cautious approach going.

Thursday morning, I ditched the watch and just ran by feel over the usual 7.65-mile route. Surprisingly, I was moving better than expected, clocking an 8:16 min/mile pace, though the heart rate crept up to 143 bpm. The evening run was all about discipline: heart rate locked in at 133 bpm, pace dialed back by a full minute per mile. A careful balance game.

Friday, the knee gave a little warning, so I skipped running altogether and hit the gym while my son trained. Better to stay sensible than force something.

Saturday brought the classic ‘parkrun sandwich’—a three-mile warm-up, a parkrun effort clocked at 20:14 (seems like adjusting expectations is finally paying off), then 3.5 miles to warm down. A much cleaner execution than last week.

Sunday’s long run wrapped up the week with a controlled 10 miles—keeping the heart rate low at 131 bpm, a steady 9:15 min/mile pace, and most importantly, no knee complaints. Careful but productive. Exactly what I needed.

the diary of a comeback?

After 5 years of focus on marathon training and competing, September 24th 2023 saw me achieve a goal that the 2018 version of me wouldn’t have thought possible – I completed the Berlin Marathon in under 3 hours. Only just (2.59.58), but still “sub 3”.

I was elated, and enjoyed the feeling of the accomplishment for around 45 minutes. It then struck me – what next? Eventually I settled on triathlon, and trail running for 2024. Successfully training for and completing a half-ironman, and really enjoying it, as well as completing a long trail run over 36 miles through the fells and valleys of the Lake District. I enjoyed them, but I missed the pure unrelenting discipline of marathon running. So 2025 is back on the roads, just as soon as I get a knee issue sorted. November through December saw me off my feet, and attending weekly physio sessions. It didn’t get any better, but more importantly, it didn’t get any worse, despite a week skiing over New Year. I have a natural aversion to interventions, so decided that the MRI I was being offered was pointless – even if they could identify the problem, unless it got worse, I wouldn’t go for the operation. Lets instead focus on a really gradual return to running, and a focus on exercise that promised me ‘bullet-proof knees’. Lets get moving then…

Wk 6: Mon 10th – Sun 16th Feb

Run time: 6hrs 7mins (40mi) / Gym time: 1hr 8mins / Bike-Crosstrain: 0min

Monday started with a routine morning run before an afternoon spent traveling—one in the bank before the week got messy. Tuesday was a write-off with family commitments, but I salvaged something with an evening gym session. Wednesday nearly fell apart after a lie-in, but I salvaged a 5.5-mile heart rate (HR) run—shorter than planned, but better than nothing. Thursday was a double-run day, the first in a while. The morning session was another shortened HR run, which finished with a 10-minute push to make it home in time for the school run. The evening “football run” was about staying under 135 bpm, though I had to hammer the last mile to avoid another late pickup. Friday’s 6:15 alarm was met with knee soreness from the double-run day, so I called an audible and opted for rest—apart from an evening gym session to work on the knee, upper body, and legs. Saturday brought a reality check. With speed training on the horizon, I used a parkrun to set a benchmark—3.5-mile warm-up, then an expected but still slightly disappointing 20:28 (official 20:32), finishing 36th of 524. A half-mile warm-down, then some time to dwell on what needs improving. Sunday was a logistics challenge—travelling 100 miles for my daughter’s hockey fixture, so I got there early for a long, slow 10-mile HR run, which felt every bit as sluggish as the 10+ min/mile pace suggested. A week of small wins, some compromises, and a few reminders that progress isn’t always linear—but at least the wheels are still turning.